I would love to live off the grid for a while...

Tired of bills, tired of them increasing with no notice - we try to budget but that flies out the door with just the electric bill around here! Insane! Cutting off all electronics as I can during their "most expensive time" and keeping the air a lot higher than I can stand! I used to always keep it around 70, well it seems I need to keep it around 80 here to try not affect my bill so much! Maybe that will help me sweat off my weight! Yeah, one way to think positive about it LOL! Things seemed to start looking up but then they go right back or worse, we... I need a break! Constant stressing is not helping me at all! Which reminds me of how there are many people who apparently live the lifestyle of earning $30-40 an hour (and barely "work" to earn it) who think getting those jobs are no sweat for everyone and why do we bother with the ones that we are lucky to find at minimum wage with NO benefits! Busting our behinds to earn that, when it should be we work hard we make the $30-40 an hour, and them who barely do crap at their jobs make minimum wage! We will see a huge difference in thinking! Like the damn President who thinks he of all people need another $100,000 a year! Like the billions of tax dollars you have thrown down the toilet the last 5 years isn't enough? Change is NEEDED! BAD! I want my goals to be that I am less dependent on the electric company and make more money! Who wouldn't? With the fact that I make next to nothing, it shouldn't be too hard! I'm a fairly decent photographer; I know my way around the computer enough; I'm very particular when it comes to the jobs I have/had (I like organization and things done right); I have had experience with a number of types of jobs, and have most of my bachelors degree complete. Yet, I can't seem to get most places to give me a second glance with a decent job that pays more than minimum wage! I need someone to give me a chance or win the lottery... not sure either will happen anytime soon! There are too many degree holders with many years experience out there that are unemployed and willing to work for just over minimum wage, or illegals that don't have to pay taxes that come to work for less than minimum wage!

Are you a friend or a backstabber?

I got to say, I'm very tired of people befriending you only to turn around and screw you over! If you say something OWN UP TO IT! Don't tell others you didn't say that and try to get others to believe you and hate me too. Ya know what... scratch that, if those people believe them without also talking to me about it, or don't choose to stay neutral and stay out of it... I do not need them as friends either! What is it with people lately? Constant backstabbing is tearing this world apart! That makes you a user! You take take take take take... and never give back! You get mad when you've taken so much and they get tired of it and stop giving to you! I tend to let people in to easily and help them too much because that's who I am. Sad world today that so many take all that and then burn that bridge! If you find yourself reading this, and you are that type of person, you may want to rethink your life and make some changes! You will find yourself alone in this world real quick! Then too many young kids are acting this way, treating adults with such disrespect! I am scared for this country now with this current "leader" in office but man am I terrified for our future with kids like these running around! Their parents need to knock them into shape! That is the biggest problem with them when parents allow them and also back them up when being disrespectful! My parents would have knocked the crap out of me if I acted as such! Losing close friends because their kid/grand kid was extremely rude to me kills me too! I do way too much for people to turn around and do this crap! Then the kids quit school and go get knocked up by another kid who quit school! Nice! Taxpayers get to pay their way through life!

HOUSE PARTY - GRAMMY TIME!

HOUSE PARTY TIME! I was introduced to this from a fellow blogger Tracy and am excited! I signed up to host a Grammy party! Who doesn't like music? House Party has many different things to choose from. Glam party at my house! LOL. Well I have not been accepted yet but just may party it up anyhow! If you decide to sign up and apply for a party, let me know which and why you chose that one!